you just assume that everything is fine for me
guiding light shines so bright just for me
i'm here to say it's not that way, not for me
i'm just like you i'm human too and I bleed

now i'm dirty inside
i'm so dirty inside
i just want to crawl away I just want to hide
now i'm dirty inside
i'm so dirty inside
I just want to curl up I just want to die

i feel the need so i feed the machine
do you know how to show what you mean
another day fools on display so obscene
shed my skin once again make me clean

now i'm dirty inside
i'm so dirty inside
i just want to crawl away I just want to hide
now i'm dirty inside
i'm so dirty inside
I just want to curl up I just want to die

Lyrics coming

skin doctors operating, lovely looks just for you and me
thin models "suffocating" lovely looks just for you and me

empty soul so frustrating nothing new here for you and me
cluttered mind contemplating everytying but the misery

skin deep infatuation, lovely look saturation
can it be a new sinsation, lovely look new fixation
skin doctors superficial, lovely look prejudicial
vanity sacrification lovely look artificial

love money deliberating, got the looks and the misery
plastic choice understating how the looks can be misery

yeah you can be looking good, and you're looking oh so fine
yeah you might be looking good, but how's your soul and your mind?

I'm not your lover,
I'm not your friend,
I'm not a hero,
Who always lends a hand,
I'm not your savior,
I also make amends,
I'm just a person,
Who tries to understand,

I'm not so perfect,
I'm also filled with sin,
My heart is so wicked,
I hope to make it in,
I'm not the answer,
To all your pain and strife,
I just try to tell you,
Of my way of life,

Can you see me, Can you see me?
(Through the darkness, through the light)
Will you believe me, do you believe me?
(What is wrong, what is right)
Can you forgive me, can you forgive me?
(If I will, If I might)
Will you miss me, will you miss me?
(In the days of my death)

I wonder who you really are,
flying so high like a shining star,
You fly and fly, but you shine no more,
Lifeless idole on a bloodstained floor,
Legends die, no icons to speak,
Glamour's been tried, Death consumed the weak,
You refuse to believe, But you cannot see,
So I ask, What becomes of me?

Can you see me, Can you see me?
(Through the darkness, through the light)
Will you believe me, do you believe me?
(What is wrong, what is right)
Can you forgive me, can you forgive me?
(If I will, If I might)
Will you miss me, will you miss me?
(In the days of my death)

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you talk about the troubled times, you don't know
you talk about passion's crimes, you don't know
you talk about wrong and right, you don't know
you talk about black and white, you don't know

you talk about the only way
you talk about judgement day
you talk about love and grace
you talk about he human race

you can trust me cause you don't own me
you can love me cause you don't control me
you can save me cause you don't clone me
you can embrace me cause you don't know me

you talk about the lives I've enslaved, you don't know
you talk about how I behaved, you don't know
you talk about my fierty tomb, you don't know
You talk about impending doom, you don't know

you talk about my hopeless soul, you don't know
you talk about eternal woes, you don't know
you talk about how i fell, you don't know
you talk about my life in hell, you don't know

Used to be a place, to race, to run and have some fun
but wait, it's changed, pack a gat, pack a gun
Welcome to the playground
projection, protection, playground infection,
misdirection, inflection, mental detection
so check the phrase correction

welcome to the playground you better get down
don't you hear that sound
welcome to the playground you better get down
don't you hear that sound

rat tat tat, better watch your back
and watch your dome in the middle of war zone
the raging hormone, the innocent's lost
entertainment's cost, either lost or found
welcome to the playground

welcome to the playground you better get down
don't you hear that sound
welcome to the playground you better get down
don't you hear that sound

i pray for peace to overrun the streets
for love to increase and never ever cease
it's time to take a look at whats going on
make this stuff right cause it's seriously wrong
how there be hope in the midst of dispair
it's times like this, I ask what's fair
it's time to fly high and the heartless to burn
now is the time for Your return
Welcome to the playground

welcome to the playground you better get down
don't you hear that sound
welcome to the playground you better get down
don't you hear that sound

i've never been persecuted
i've never had to testigy
i've never been executed
or had to call the Truth a lie

and so i wonder, am i prepared to die
if this world goes under, am i prepared to die

i've never had to bet my life
on all things left unseen
i've never been prepared to die
or thought about what it might mean

and so i wonder, am i prepared to die
if this world goes under, am i prepared to die

i've never ever seen a war
never seen a stream of blood
i've never crawled among the dead
or had my face in the crimson mud

and so i wonder, am i prepared to die
if this world goes under, am i prepared to die

all this noise running through my head
all these thoughts of what you said
do you want a taste of my mind
can i live among the walking dead
can i live another day in dread
do you want a taste of my mind

I'm not all that kind
do you want a taste of my mind
I'm not so divine
do you want a taste of my mind
my light has never shined
do you want a taste of my mind
the preacher asked and I replied
do you want a taste of my mind

all this noise running thru my mind
all these thought undefined
do you want a taste of my mind
self destruction never ends
drink it down and just pretend
do you want a taste of my mind


I'm not all that kind
do you want a taste of my mind
I'm not so divine
do you want a taste of my mind
my light has never shined
do you want a taste of my mind
the preacher asked and I replied
do you want a taste of my mind

all thru noise running thru my brain
all these screams, cries of pain
do you want a taste of my mind
how long will my heart cry
how long until my own soul dies
do you want a taste of my mind

I'm not all that kind
do you want a taste of my mind
I'm not so divine
do you want a taste of my mind
my light has never shined
do you want a taste of my mind
the preacher asked and I replied
do you want a taste of my mind

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